Ex Histemi (existence) = Ab Surdity (lunacy)

Absurdity is the Primary Feature of Human life, existence, and being. There was a spot the size of a dime on my floor, so I am being expelled into the freezing cold to die of exposure, after 10 years as a Navy officer with extensive service overseas. I work to enhance USA, I get expelled and destroyed. Not exactly an even deal. But the VA has said kind words about their will to help me. If action happens, that would be even better. My father was 100% French. Legion of Honor, which in France has meaning. If France would let me live, I would go tomorrow morning. Or Netherlands. Or Switzerland. Or Italy. There are Ex-pays (Americans) already there. USA could turn out to just be refugees. Hamilton and Jefferson were not hoping for that outcome in 1775. They wanted to “establish” a nation between two coasts. It lasted for 250 years, then came Obama/Biden, and XYZ Zombies, and Blank Minds, and down the drain, like all prior species and all prior nations. The solar system volume of space will soon be hard vacuum, like 99.9999% of the universe. No big deal. Just the regular outcome. Bang, then gone = History of the Universe. Carl Sagan was also a Cosmic Historian. And so was Jacob Bronowski. Gonesky like McGronsky are they. In the 1950’s America had prospects. Sunrise in USA. I was raised in that mindset and time. I Ching the book of changes has been a lesson to me. I am a Taoist, trained in China, reader of Lao Tse — Tao Te Ching. USA = flash in the pan with glimmer about freedom and justice and liberty. Glimmer is better than total darkness by a few photons.