Paradox

Happiness is what I want for all people. But XYZ Zombies can only be happy if conduct becomes more and more insane and destructive of USA. How can I resolve this contradiction. Shall USA become a province of Canada, China, or Britain? i seek any location where I can be safe and secure. There WAS a spot on my floor and I cannot deny it. Was any other person ever killed because of a spot on their floor? Maybe I’m missing something. I know, I’m 80. I try to think clearly, but apparently I don’t see everything. I do have 20 published books on Amazon, one Patent, tons of value items, and powerful thinking skill, including genetics, chemistry, physics, and math. I would join and work for any entity that could use my skills. I would move as required. I am an Honorably Discharged Navy Vet. The VA has given me kind words. I could be saved by the President, Many Federal Agencies, a Governor, a Rich Person, or Elon Musk. So far, no help. I could be killed soon by lack of shelter, like many other Americans. If just 20 or 30 million of them go down the drain Congress will get word of it, perhaps by Sky Writing. But Congress is Stone Dead Silent and immobile. It’s like a monument. Except is it able to cash its paychecks. Does 1 thing. Wow! Was that what Washington the man hoped for? Or did he hope for more? Zombies will figure this out by 2064.