LL-ord impails self on muleta — Death in the Afternoon

A piece of Polonium the size of half a bb, and a piece of beryllium the size of half a bb, can be slammed together at the center of a box with sides made of graphene hexagonal lattice. The graphene lattice will contain 100,000,000 atoms of weapons grade U-238 plus hexagons containing Lithium Deuteride to add extra neutrons and get fuller conversion of mass into energy. The yield will be around 1/1000th of a kiloton of TNT — that would be 1 ton of TNT. An evil entity (moneylender or LL-ord) could be blasted back to Hell where they belong. I myself would never do anything like this. My College taught me morals and ethics, my lawschool taught me justice and lawful conduct, which does not include blowing up people, no matter how much they deserve it. There is no justice on this planet. Revenge belongs to God, not us. St. Peter will do what is right. When I meet him I want him to say “Come on in, your cloud’s right there!” I know he will do what is right for LL-ord. So I don’t need to do it. Even if Haqqani network provides the materials. They like me. I have been to Simla. I have been to Mt Kailas. I can provide the C4 (less than 1 gram). I have the detonator. Violence is never the answer to evil. Explosion is so impersonal. SAS dagger to the heart is more pleasing, but that is a wrong way to take pleasure. Use MI-6 dagger instead. Like a muleta. Death in the afternoon. I pray to God every day, that I never do such a thing. Lest some innocent person be harmed. Life is a jumbled mess. One seeks non-being or at least disappearance. I want to be at Simla in Pakistan. Or Matterhorn in Switzerland.